Inner me🌸

Do we live once or we live everyday.

Sometimes am scared to live than to die.

When you have no one to talk to.

But only your thoughts.

Like the way the river dries up.

My inner me is slowly dying.

Like how a song comes to an end.

Thats how my inner thoughts will vanish.

And dont ask what happens next.

Only the soul knows,

Like how you know when the coffee is ready to drink.

Thats how i will know all is well.

Hold on for a better tomorrow

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She woke up different ✔

Done with trying to figure out who was with her, against her or walking down the middle because they didn’t have the guts to pick a side .

She was done with everything or anything that didn’t bring peace.

She realised that opinions where a dime ,validation was for parking and loyalty wasn’t a word but a lifestyle.

It was this day that her life changed. Love all , trust few . Remember everything is real vut not everyone is true.

I’m not addicted to alcohol or drugs , I’m addicted to escaping the reality.

Bury a friend. 💤

Scars🔞

scars on your soul

scars on your skin

scars on the outside

Scars are with in;

Scars have a story

Some are written

Some you can see , but some are quite hidden.

These scars are my torment and my peace, they are the stories of my life . I suppose I love my scars Coz they stayed with me longer than most people here 💯

Society 👥

We all have a have a great need for acceptance, but you must trust that your beliefs are unique, your own even though others may think they are odd or unpopular.

Welcome to society, we hope you enjoy your stay and please feel free to be yourself as long as it’s in the right way.

Make sure you fall in love with your body, not too much or we’ll tear you down, we’ll bully you for smiling and then wonder why you frown.

We’ll tell you that you’re worthless, that you shouldn’t make a sound and then cry with all the others as you’re buried in the ground.

You can fall in love with anyone as long as it’s who we choose and we’ll let you have your opinion, but shape them to our views.

One thing, now that you’re here, there’s no way you can leave.

Welcome To society.

Prince charming 💖

You used to wrap yourself in fairly tales like a blanket . It was the cold you loved as you watched the Prince Charming end up with his perfect match.

At some point, something made you stop believing in fairly tales but the stories were in you deep as poison. If Prince Charming was real he can save you .

You needed to be saved from the unfairness of everything. When will he come .? From all the boys you allowed into your heart., you learned you did not have whatever magic that turned the Beast into a prince.

You surround yourself with people you pretend to like so that you can fit in and you hated it . And that moment you thought you could disappear ., he saw you and you somehow knew it was too good to be true. But you allowed him into your heart.

Now you’re in his castle, you understand that Prince Charming and the beast are the same and you don’t get a happy ending unless you love them both .

You wanted him to love you , to crown you and to protect you , you asked for it. So say you can’t live without him . Say thank you , say you love him , say anything . Say the truth.

What if you can love him just the way he is.? 💌💌

You☪️

I wanted to be wrong. I have never wanted to be wrong so badly in my life that I was begging to be proven wrong.

But definitely I was right. When you give them your heart and what do they do with it.?

Is there even a punishment that fits the crime of lying and manipulation and that of breaking your heart.

The more you want them the less they want you. It’s messed up but it’s true . I was wrong about everything but what I wasn’t wrong about is loving you.

Love

Ugly Pretty😔

“Are you okay?” They ask.

I respond as quickly as possible as they will not notice the earthquakes in my voice or the drought in my heart.

Mirror mirror on the wall, was I born to fall..?  Roes are red but my heart is dry. Dreams are sweet but mine are bitter.

They’ll ask “why?”

But no answer found and I’ll rot deep on the qround.

She cried and said , “sorry ” but for what .?

Sorry for having feelings.