It all start with love, then hate. Just a try then an addiction. Laughter then sadness. Normal then you’re weird.
Each day we experience all these emotions. But I only experience sadness and loneliness which makes me weird and thus everything turns into hate.
It happens, I might want to run away from my life but that’s just my mind. The happy me is somewhere hidden inside me so powerless to control me.
So scared to talk. Shyness runs all over me and afraid to be hurt. Its funny how one can talk alone and finally get that courage to speak but afterwards its just you and your crazy weird self.
Don’t take it the wrong way , I don’t hate people or anything I’m not that good with the talk or the vibe ain’t good with me. Life happens and shit grow in you and you end up addicted with weird things.
Silence is my friend, I call it my Silence Love. Can’t control what I think, my mind is just a busy place full of thoughts and wonders. Crazy…right.?
Life happens… And Coffee Helps..
It was supposed to be the best party of the year. They wanted to get loose and that usually meant three things; good music, good alcohol and good company.
Mona Lisa with her brown curled hair walked up to the house, her lips perfectly lined in red held her dazzling smile.”Mona,” her boyfriend, Jake called over the music, squeezing through the crowd to join her. She could smell the overpowering scent of alcohol from his breath.
“What took you so long?” He asked while hugging her. “Had an issue with my car ,” she smiled at him, “And where is the birthday girl?” As Jake tried to locate the birthday girl ,but told Mona to check up stairs.
She placed a soft kiss on his bearded skin. Hiking upstairs in search for the birthday girl, she wasn’t expecting to find her problem leaning a against the wall.
“Hey”, she called to Derek. “Hey ,Lisa “. Mona Lisa couldn’t resist glancing at his lips as they moved. “I meant to talk to you about…the other day..” Her tone as she speak is confident.
What happened the other day ? Do you wonder?…
Yeah, I am different, and I can make you mad but also fun, can make you laugh.
Yes, I’ve got two sides, one light, one dark. But if you can handle me, you’ll at least never get bored.
I am troubled by the darkness that hides inside me but I have big dreams and wishes to smile about.
Sometimes my mind’s an abandoned library full of unspoken words and sometimes its full of crazy funny stories.
Who made you this way.? I did. How do you feel.? I don’t. Where do you want to go. Away.
The sun watches what I do but the moon knows all my secrets. Rare is the soul that holds my heart.
If love was all we had, please say you would stay. Never forget that person who will find you in the dark and listen to you in silence.
Curiosity never killed the cat..right? Coz I’m just curious all the time.
Change is never painful. Only resistance to change is painful.
Every positive change in your life begins with a clear, unique decision that you’re going to either do something or stop something.
People tend to change due to different reasons. Some have learned too much, suffered a lot or they are tired of doing the same shit over and over.
The secret of change is to focus all your energy on not fighting the old but building the new. The old ways won’t open new doors for you if you just settle with the old.
Making a big life change is pretty scary but do you know what is even more scarier? Regrets ,of not doing what you know can change your life.
When its time to change very funny or bad things might start happening and you’ll have gt a make choice. The world has better place for you.. Trust yourself, do your part and go for the change and the rest will be history.
When we are no longer able to change the situation we are challenged to change ourselves.
Be you , Bravely…
My mind speaks more than my mouth. That moment you feel like giving up. All you see is the darkness around you.
Your sad but no one knows you try to shout but nothing comes out. Help me ,I’m afraid of being alone.
Loneliness kills me inside, tired of pretending to be happy. I wish they could read minds and understand me, but no one cares.
I take drugs to make me feel okay but that’s all in my head. They talk but I can’t hear anything. I’m in my own world where only sadness is found.
Fake smile is what I gave out. My mind is too occupied to notice people around me. All I can hear are sounds in my head.
I wish I had a socket ,to turn on and off when necessary. I’m drowning in my own thoughts. My head spins and spins ,hard to breath. What I’m ,I what happened to me.
I need this to end, I still have hope. I need things to go back to before and smile again..
To describe a mother would be like to write about a hurricane in its perfect power or climbing, falling colors of the rainbows.
A mother’s love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law,no pity. It dares all things and crushes down all that stands in the path.
You’ll find no better best friend than your mama. Believe me, she’s knows you more than you know yourself. Respect her ,love her and cherish her. You’re the flesh of her flesh.
A mother is she who can take the place of all other,but whose place on one else can take. Behind all your stories is always your mother story because hers is where you begin.
If I made the list of the people I admire, mom’s would probably fill up half of it. They can do anything and everything.
Of All The Gift That Life Has To Offer, A Loving Mother Is The Greatest Of Them All…
A single lie discovered is enough to create doubt in every truth expressed. People don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusion destroyed.
A lie doesn’t become the truth, wrong doesn’t become right and evil doesn’t become good,just because its accepted by the majority. Everyone wants the truth but no one wants to be honest.
The truth is like a surgery. It hurts but cures. A lie is like a painkiller it gives instant relief but has side effects forever. Better to be slapped with the truth than be kissed with a lie.
Some might be quite but they ain’t blind. “Actions speaks louder than words” they say, and action always prove why words mean nothing.
If the words don’t add up,its usually because the truth wasn’t included in the equation. The truth doesn’t cost anything but a lie could cost you everything.
Believe what you see and fuck what you heard.